all the if's..

got my eyes closed..

thinkin ..how it would be... if i never met him..

if i was free to go..

what if i was never broken hearted,..

and never cried ..bout stupid things..

like feeling alone..

never thought i would be in a situation like this.

always thinkin i would be happy...

but i'm not..

is it possible to love and be loved in return..?

can i ever forgive my mistakes...for makin the wrong choices..

bring myself down .. for him..

let myself thinkin i wasn't good enough...

i was...i know..

but all these things happend with a reason.. en i made those choices..

the only one i can blame is myself!!

it's not easy..

i did everything to make him comfortable..

to make him happy...never let him down..

always tried to give my all..

but i know...one day he will realise the biggest mistake of his life..

to hurt a woman..!